| | Ah... So I went to St. Louis to visit my dad and my sister. Very surreal. There is a lot of talk about my father's death. My father is in poor health and there are many issues to be dealt with so it is a mind fuck to have to face these issues.
Anyway so I was doing good. It was nice to be out of Baltimore, in that Baltimore is a very depressing town. The poverty is astounding. While I was in St. Louis I heard back from a job I had a REALLY good feeling about. It was a video professor at Johns Hopkins. I thought it was my job to loose. So I set up an interview and was all amped up for it. It was yesterday. To my detriment I put too much stock in the interview and job. I thought this would be the thing to save me and turn my life around for the better. I did the interview and the woman dominated the whole conversation. I felt like I couldn't talk without being rude. Then at the end I was ambushed with stupid HR questions and references to insignificant collaboratives of "artists" (in the loosest term) that she was found of. At the end she told me that "even if we don't hire you I am still interested in having you show us your veejay work". I came home and slept for 5 hours.
I know I need to pick myself back up and start again but its hard. I just want a job. I am smart, and talented. I have two masters degrees. Why can't I find a FUCKING JOB? |
| | Posted 6/1/2007 10:54 PM - 18 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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